The Answer To Your Question

Why I love you??

1.the way you talk

2. the way u care

3.your advises

4.shuka disturb me with our 'Accounts'

5.i know you'll like when i say this you're HOT (:

6. the main thing is ILoveYouu!

i seriously dont know what to blog. i know i've been missing for a very very very long time.. kinda busy with exams. and i was studying. those who think this is fake i really dont give a fuck cause i know i've been studying (:

Deepavali done. now back to exams then accounts folio then lepak .. Mommy said do anything after your exam but remember SPM next year.. Ouhhh shitt. Im SEVENTEEN. getting old fast mann. LoL

Thursday planning go movie. god please save me by having at least 10 tickets for the movie!

List

diviya

regiena

heermand

jonathan

mohanesh

peresu

suhanya

daniel ( Maybe) ]:

Lagi siapa siapa mahu join tell me tahu! :PP

i ran outta ideas dy to blog. will  get backk soon!

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Baby Dont Break My Heart

Icanttakethispain anymore.

Parents are such big trouble for. You people keep big hope for me and then when I don't do it you guys put the whole blame on me.. The only thing you all want to see me do is be with my books. Can u all pls tell me how long can a sixteen year old b e with a book?? I can't be sitting with the book the whole day.. The moment I sit in front the tv u chase me. When u go out u lock your room door and don't want me to touch the conputer.u bring the iPad along with u everywhere you go. U think I am a machine that only know how to read books izzit?
I'm also a human being who needs that also okay?

I just can't take it. That's the moment other stuff wil pop into my mind and make me burst into tears and hate my life. Honestly I wish I never was horned to this world. All I do is hurt people. I try my best not to hrt them but I seem to hurt them. Why is this always happening to me? If this goes on I really wish and hope I dint stay alive.. Or someone just stabs me to death. That sthe best. In that way I don't hurt people and people. Don't hurt me.
I really don't know what to do. I really need some one to talk to me. I wish I an talk to him now. But I know he's busy and he said he got stuff to think. I think I'm not gonna burden him by telling him all this.

I just wanna die. I don't wanna live. People says that it's a challenge in life. But this is just over the extend and I can't bare this anymore!!!